Tomorrow is a blank page...

Yes, tomorrow is a blank page... just waiting to be filled with my dreams.

All I have to do is be myself and live the story of my own unique life.
Be proud, be confident, and most of all try to be happy...

Heart broken...

People may say no one ever died of a broken heart, but when you're suffering from one, it sure doesn't feel that way...at least initially.

What you don't see...

You see me with a smile on my face
You see me walk with an up-beat pace
You see me laugh in a mellow way
You see me speak of a joyful day...

But... what you do not see is the truth hidden inside me..

Don't be a fool...

I never thought you would let me down. Turns out I was wrong, and you were just one of those men to take advantage of my happiness and throw it away like a piece of garbage..

I

Someday....

Someday, you will love me like I loved you
Someday, you will cry over me like how I cried over you
Someday, you will want me...because when the day comes..I won't want you

I am done with it.

I just don't...

I don't try to be different because I am
I don't try to fit in because I won't
I don't try to lie to me because I'll hurt myself
I don't try to lie to you because that would hurt worse
I don't try to pay you attention because I do
I don't try to ignore you because I could not
I don't try to talk to yuo because you won't talk back
I don't try to try to smile at your because you turn the other way
I don't try to hug you, so I'll hug myself
I don't try to hit you, I 'll hit my pillow instead
I don't try to hate you, that would be impossible
I don't try to care for you but I do anyway (you just don't realise it)
I don't try to prove myself because I'll prove myself wrong

I don't try to say "I Love You".... because...
...its just not worth it...

Empty feelings....

GOD has a better plan... it wont be like this forever...