Someday....

Someday, you will love me like I loved you
Someday, you will cry over me like how I cried over you
Someday, you will want me...because when the day comes..I won't want you

I am done with it.

I just don't...

I don't try to be different because I am
I don't try to fit in because I won't
I don't try to lie to me because I'll hurt myself
I don't try to lie to you because that would hurt worse
I don't try to pay you attention because I do
I don't try to ignore you because I could not
I don't try to talk to yuo because you won't talk back
I don't try to try to smile at your because you turn the other way
I don't try to hug you, so I'll hug myself
I don't try to hit you, I 'll hit my pillow instead
I don't try to hate you, that would be impossible
I don't try to care for you but I do anyway (you just don't realise it)
I don't try to prove myself because I'll prove myself wrong

I don't try to say "I Love You".... because...
...its just not worth it...

Empty feelings....

GOD has a better plan... it wont be like this forever...

Go on.. Judge me..!

I'm too strong because I don't cry (not anymore..), too weak because I fall for people I shouldn't, I'm too selfish because sometimes I put myself first. I lie because don't always tell how truly I feel. I am quite because I don't always understand. I'm loud because I'm confused and don't know what to do. I'm kind because I'll listen and try to understand.

Yes, I'm a B**ch, I'm a B**ch because I say what I think...!

So, go on... JUDGE ME..!

The day you broke my heart...

One day you'll look back and think...."Damn! that woman really did love me.."

In pieces....

My heart was taken by you... broken by you... and now it is in pieces because of you...

Things that I dont have...

Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and every song I heard somehow related to you. I hate days like today, because they remind me of the one thing I dont have from you... LOVE...