Not all scars shows... not all wound heals...

The tough thing about following your heart is that people forgot to mention that sometimes the heart takes you to places you shouldn't be. Places that are scary as they are exciting and as dangerous as they are alluring. Sometimes your heart cannot take you to places that lead to happy ending. That's not even the difficult part; the difficult part is when you follow your heart, you leave normal; you go into the unknown and once you do you can never go back...

Forgiving heart...

Time and time again, I forgave you. I've forgave you for things that I swore to myself I'd never forgive someone for... and here you are, still hurting me, and I still forgave you...

What's in your heart...?

Maybe sometimes I just have to say what's in my heart, not just what I think someone wants to hear...

Men...!

If I dress nicely, he says I', a snob. If I dress sexy, he says I'ma slut. If I argue with him, he says I'm stubborn. If I'm quiet, he says I'm stupid. If I call him, he says I'm needy and clingy. If he calls me, he says Ishould be grateful. If I don't make love to him, he'll say I don't love him. If I do, he'll say I'm so easy. If I tell him my problems, he'll say I am irritating. If I don't, he'll say I don't trust him. If I lecture him, he'll say I'm bitchy. If he lectures me, it's because he "cares". If I break a promise, I can't be trusted. If he breaks it, he had to. If I lie , he'll expect it to be over. If he lies, he expects to be given another chance either way...

...and the list goes on and on...


Men...!

Love or hate...?

You love me, then you hate me. You show me a sensitive side, then you turn into a total asshole. Is this a pretty accurate description of our relationship?

Heart tears...

I am just going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everythings perfect, act like its just a dream and pretend that he's not hurting my feelings...